HAPPINESS IS...
Have you ever thought why can't we just be satisfied with our lives? each of us have accomplished things and have success..Susie is a lawyer! Tina has a great job and a future husband! I am starting a new job and have a great husband! However, i dont seem to be happy..what am i missing in my life? why are we never satisfied?
I hung out with Grace 2 weeks ago when she was in los angeles and she looked miserable. I kept asking her why and she said it was that she just didnt like where she was in life. she said she is sick of shopping at sales and that she wants more money. I told her that she should never ever base her life on money. Honestly, the rich are still miserable...Julia roberts still doesnt have everything she wants...so then what? Who is actually happy? We (tina, susie, me) are all good looking, healthy, smart, and not poor...YET, ARE WE TRULY HAPPY?
We sometimes confuse selfishness or greed with ambition...right???
Today, john and i were talking about how we both seem to feel alittle empty..is it that its time for us to have a baby? what exactly is it?? To him, its that we need a house and more money to buy a home that we like...
However, with alittle bit of digging and thinking, i think i realized what happiness is..
do you remember this song??
Happiness is to know the savior, living a life within his favor.....blah blah blah..i dont remember all of it..but thats happiness..
TO FIND SPIRITUALITY THAT PROVIDES YOU WITH A FOCUSED, PEACFUL, CONTENT OUTLOOK ON LIFE...
If our hearts were really focused on why we really exist, which is to serve God, shouldnt we be satisfied with life?? Shouldn't we be eager to go out and spread our good news and happiness to the world? But this also ties into our worldly lives..if we lived with more of a content and happy energy, wouldnt we attract more work, love and favorable outcomes which would solve our dissatisfaction??
Christianity ties so closely with our worldly lives...its the guide that we should follow in order to achieve true happiness and enlightenment...
ANYHOW, today was the first day i cried because i miss you so much susie! even why i write this, i can't help but crying..I started work on friday,...the office was a mess and i had so much work because i redid the inventory and reorganized everything! amanda was the messiest person in the world! haha Besides that, i eat way too much and my inner thighs rub together again...I have no time to exercise or do anything but work!
TINA AND SUSIE- I AM VERY HAPPY BECAUSE OF OUR FRIENDSHIP, MUTUAL RESPECT, AND THE HONESTY THAT WE SHARE...LOVE YOU GUYS!!
