why the freak is it so hot?
Hi girls! Thank you for all your gifts, thoughts and food for my birthday! I love you two so much!
Anyhow, im done with the nice thoughts..Why is it freaken so damn hot???
Friday, I had my dinner with the girls! it was so good seeing everyone! I was so happy that tina and grace could make it. I appreciated it so much! we ate a lot of kimchi and beef! my stomach was in shock from it. I had diarrhea at the restaurant! at least it came out! then we went to a bar which was way overpriced! what was susie lee thinking?? seriously, could we surround ourselves with any more ahjusshee byuntaes? i was so good there..i had a couple of sips or wine and just one bite of each of my 4 cakes..I couldnt believe i was so disciplined! it was fun just talking to everyone and bonding!
saturday mornning, i woke up and i had the worst stomach pains ever. but not enough to have more diarrhea. we packed and went to johns parents house. Johns brother and family were visiting so we decided to stay at the parents house to play with everyone. Besides, it was the Cal vs Tennesse game, maybe one of the biggest games of the year. Tennesse is a good good team and they are ranked pretty high. They killed Cal last year which set the tone for the rest of the year so John was really nervous about this year. john never gets to watch a game iwth his brother so he made it clear that he wanted the kids to be taken care of so that david could enjoy a game. david is always busy with the kids so this was a treat for him. I played with the kids and it was so bad. The kids just went outside and played iwth the dogs. Cal won..Thank the lord..now people are saying Cal could go to the national championships. john isnt jumping the gun that much but he was happy. The horrible thing is that johns parents didnt have working ac. it broke and they never fixed it. His house was so damn hot that i wanted to die! i really wanted to just scream and die! i couldnt sleep, or do anything. i was sticky from the heat and the dirty house! why does johns mom never clean? or is that her idea of a clean house? its funny because helen, david's wife, said the same thing. She quietly said to me, " i dont know whats worse..the heat or the sticky dirty floors?" haha
sunday, we woke up and went to costco and soup plantation. I was so bad at soup plantation. I overate so much. It was pretty much the beginning of the bad eating day for me. by the time we got back to his parents house, when people werent looking, i was stuffing my face with chocolate. Dinner came and we went to a chinese banquet. When you are hot, annoyed and jja jang, the last thing you want to eat is chinese. But thats where we went. Everything had starch, salt, oil....i still feel gross from it. john did not want to sleep there that night becuz it was so hot so we came back home super late. He wanted to spend as much time as he could with his brother. We barely get to see him and the kids. John loves his niece and nephews.
monday, we woke up and i knew i was sick. Heat stroke or whatever it was..i did not feel good but i went out this compulsive cleaning day. I rearranged my whole house, closet, kitchen everything! i dont know why...i disinfected and did all these crazy cleaning things that i shouldnt be doing. John keeps insisting we need a maid and i wanted to show him otherwise. I dont want one..not for this tiny condo! i can handle it..he helps me alot too..i dont know what i was thinking but im paying for it today.
this morning we woke up and the power was out in hollywood. So i sat here eating the ice cream in my freezer becuz i didnt want it to melt. I had no tv, no lights, no ac..it was the heat and esther! best buddies..sitting there on the couch together..then at 5pm, God brought the power back! YEAH!!!

